i just turned 26.
i used to have a photojournal. i stopped when my account expired.
i used to write things here in the blog, but stopped when medicine rotation started... maybe there were no breathers at that time. or there were ultrashort time that were rather spent by sleeping or trying to reach out to people to remind them you think of them and love them although you have a super busy schedule.
i passed the written revalida.
i have to pass the orals which i have been thinking of since my first year in med school. 'cause i'm not good of a speaker. and i have these panic attacks where i black out (literally black in my visual field) and block out from everything (totally not hear and respond whatever they're asking). it's the D day. doom. death. deliberation.
i gained a lot of pounds. initially lost 10 but gained 20. arghh.
i was at home for christmas.










