20090119

what the hell's the matter

In my younger years, I promised my self over and over that I wouldn't be masunget. I've been successful... friends say they cannot imagine me getting mad at someone. But lately I'm letting emotions go as they fill me. What the hell's the matter with me?

Is it a sign? that I finally realize that people won't walk away from me when I show em some more of me? Or is it that subconsciously, I'm testing them if they won't walk away? Or is being masunget imprinted on my genes and it's overriding my control?

huhu... I don't want to be the ms sunget lady... pero I know I shouldn't be too kind either. Yung sakto lang. haha.