20081217

abstractness.

feeling uninspired lately... i've not been competitive these days. on winning you. i've given up. i figured it's a bit annoying.. me trying to make you smile. or maybe the way i do try.

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in your lonely days, you would often find yourself wanting to be with your person. even if others may be around for you, if you let them. but you don't. because they're not your person. there's a lot of difference. when everyone wants you but the person you do want to want you doesn't see what the others see in you, all the others don't matter. nonsense.

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try and teach them. but they remain the way they are. we give much more effort. kindness and more kindness rather than anger hoping that reverse psych will rescue you. but doesn't work whichever way. so what's the point.

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abstractness. pms-ey thoughts. haha.

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ooh... the year's about to end. what say you?
wa-luh lang.

wishes for the coming year?
warmth... warmth... suporta man lang.