i've looked into the situation in a lot of ways... for hours and hours.. i've tried giving myself reasons for what had happened. sure enough, i'd concluded that i overreacted. and that i'm sorry for being jealous...
i'm certain of somethings. it may be that you were just trying to be friendly no other intentions, right?
so i don't think i have the right to be mad. so i'm not being angry. i ask you questions.. maybe to make you realize i'm hurt. I'm hurt. but not mad. I'M HURT. and for all you know, all i'm asking is a "sorry" from you. that's all.
it's not helping that you don't want to talk about it... at least to me, it's not helping.. because, i can't read without not remembering what i just read. i can't focus on that exam (fck! mitral valve proplapse associated with pain anxiety!). but may be i'd have to respect you, if you don't want to... i can regain my focus... just need time.
i know, if you'd rethink bout what had happened. you may say i'm just being silly. but silly as it may seem, i'm still hurt. and these tears are real man. and the pain? haaaay... i know, i know, you think you've done nothing wrong. i know you think you're not guilty or anything, because you know your intentions... but heck, you still have hurt me. unintentionally...
that's my problem though.. i know too that one cannot be hurt unless he allows himself to be hurt.. so what now... i can't demand for a "sorry" 'cause i've allowed myself to be hurt? haay, i don't know.. i just feel that i deserve that.. kahit pa alam mong di ka mali.. kahit unintentional pa yon, it doesn't negate the fact that i'm hurt because of what you did.
yeah, say that again. i'm overreacting.
