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i'm such a loser

feeling so depressed. i'm such a loser.

friday. was buying a gift for my to-be-inaanak. was excited. i spent hours going back and forth through all the baby stuffs. i decided on bath items.. got this baby holder and baby towels. and wanted to buy lucas the classic yellow rubber duck. was texting ate, and toper. was with cha and tere. told them i'd check out the toy section for that duck (i put my phone in my pocket). left them for bout 2 mins. and when i came looking for them, i was about to get my phone but it was gone. shit fuck talga. in a matter of minutes twas gone. disappeared in thin air. putek.

best ever phone kasi twas a gift from super toper. felt so stupid. i asked the sm salesclerks for help. even asked for a video surveillance. then called my phone.. unattended kaagad. hopes down. and i just felt helpless and sad.

and now i wonder if the world's just bad. i took extra care. i did. i bought a bag to avoid scratches. bought a necklace to secure it. but it didn't work for me.

i've lost so many things now. my mom scolded me. totaling it, i've lost 3 phones. first one was snatched in UST along with my bag and wallet and atm card. 2nd one slipped from my pocket in a taxi. and third this.

i avoid texting and checking out my phone in public places. but i still lose them. i can give my excuses but they all sound so lame to people. that guy who snatched my bag was even in UST uniform. no suspicions. we were practicing our dance and suddenly snatched the bag in front of us. security guards helped but lost the guy. other excuses do sound lame, was tired and rushing...

other lost items: mpio and my atm and credit cards. ooh great!

who wouldn't be mad at me. i'm such a loser. n