20060104

some things... some 2005

some ties broken

new ones created..

hell lot of tears cried

and chestpains endured...

and some warm smiles...

and good laughs too..

some plenty why's;

most, left unanswered..

some breaking silence

thoughts beyond thinking...

and reasons so

impossible to verbalize...

  1. had a wonderful new year’s eve with the porto’s… yey!firecrackers!
  2. liwanag sa dilim
  3. had the courage to take chances with him... maitangay sa kalayaan ng ligaya, ‘tayo na, tayo na’ elesi..tuturutugutug
  4. upgraded from creative to mpio (thanks toper)… really enjoyed digitalway..
  5. graduated from college… yey!
  6. received a racer bike and named him Nikko
  7. traveled to Sagada, and Puerto with him… caving, swimming, fishing…
  8. enjoyed airsoft, photography… and learned a lot more of shooting
  9. passed both screenings for med school and ma clinical audio
  10. had difficulty choosing between the two
  11. finally decided to go for the latter
  12. had a terrible first semester… (improving 2nd sem, but terrible still)
  13. spent a lot of time wondering what I’ve gotten myself into… and a lot of weeping (almost every night for two months?…hirap mag-aral, buset)
  14. had wanted so bad to quit med
  15. had received lots of encouragements (but argh… )
  16. lost my mpio (heartbreak), went back to creative
  17. met many of toper’s circle…
  18. lost my glasses, experienced more migraines than last year
  19. conquered mt pulag via kayapa
  20. had enjoyed the fun climbs to mt maculot (avoid mountain surfing, or else… hehe)
  21. more books, less movies than in 2004… (enjoyed more of coelho’s and brown’s)
  22. fell in love with julian
  23. enjoyed discovering me, discovering him…
  24. had congratulated myself for learning ways to turn those frowning to smiling… (hehe, love ko yung sungit na yun lalo pag nangiti…)